I'm so sorry for everything ive ever done.
I get mad at people for no reason.
I regret everything.
Everything ive said...
Everything ive every done...
I love someone....
But apparently she doesn't love me back.
I didn't mean to get mad at her.
She didnt do anything.
It was just me.
I always fuck up.
I dont know whats wrong with me.
Sometimes i just want to disappear forever.
But none of this matters to you.
I'm always alone.
Always cold and depressed.
All i want is to hold her in my arms
And to know she'll never do anything behind my back
And to tell her that i love her.
I'm always sorry.
Every fight i get into i regret and it haunts me.
And i always want to hug her everytime it happens and tell her i'm sorry.
But I can't.
By writing this I want her to know I love her and I'm Sorry again.
Courtni thanks for one of the nice people on sit.everybody keeps yelling at me saying im only ten and i shouldnt be worying about broken hearts and stuff.
ps i have 2 diarys this one and Blooberry01
Courtni