I finally know who i am somewhat....I don't deserve anything. I'm sorry for everything. I regret everything, the friends i have, my family and most of all.... my past. I don't see anything in me that people like. What is there to like about me ? I honestly have no idea. I don't deserve the friends i have now cause i'm just going to lose all of them in the end so what's the use. I'm sure i probably sound like ive lost faith in everything which i pretty much have. There's nothing good about me. I show the sensitive side of me but you don't know the other side of me. Life is just a nightmare to me. This is me.....A girl that has no hope nor faith. Now you know what i actually feel. I'm not doing this for attention i'm jus tletting my friends know what there in for. Song quote that describes how i feel *Now that I see that time's and change, Leaving doesn't seem so strange, I am hoping i can find, when i leave my breathe behind, All the shit i seem to take, All alone i seem to break, I have lived the best i can*