..flummoxed lol its not even in the dictionary.. i dont think =P so how is evryone tonight? im doin pretty good i guess ..today was a BOREING day...and back to school tomarrow :-/ ug.. hate school lol ..haha i have a shih tzu and he got his hair cut and evry thing holy shit he looks so funky lol ...life is so confusing and it can totally suck ass =/ idk what just to do anymore sumtimes..i van love life then sum1 can always bring me down no matter what...something just holds me up though..and probably most of you to if you evr feel like "brakeing down" ...idk but thanks to most of you and all my friends and Ben :-) keep me going ..sumtimes though dont ya just sit n think...what if...what if..what if >>Ben love you so much dearest! thank u so much 4 everything!never letting u go! ILY Hot temptations Sweet sensations Infiltrating through Sweet sensations Hot temptations Coming over you ..leave your thoughts behind w/ me....