hmm schizophrenic.. well u may wonder why the title is * in deep shit * well its b/c i am.. my english teacher holdredge.. sent a thing in the mail saying that im being lethargic ((tired)) and like im not putting full effor.. ok 4 one what does he exxpect for 1rst period and worse than that my grade isa 63.. so of course my mom is bieng a bitch about it and she se these *changes* that wont help me at all just make me in a horrible mood.. ug i hate her anyway its thursday.. tomarrow is friday.. yay :-) and i just found out we dont have school monday.. hmm.. well i want amber to come spend the weekend w/ me.. but mom will prob b her normal bitchy self and say no.. ugh.. today was good lunch was funny as hell cause ben made his brownies and i was disin them n stuff idk lunch is the bomb w/ u all and my mountin dew lol well i gotta go... tell me ur thoughts..commet it up *Iloveyou soo much Ben*