Once upon a time.. not. yeah anyway i guess this weekend ahs been like really good Last night i went to a *HOCKEY GAME* heck yes.pure love. the fights, the fans..ohhh yeahhh 8) lol yeah it was pretty good. the other team won 6-2 :X..there were still fights and a pretty good like match or w/e yeah anyway today i went to dads we were jsut going to go out to lunch but it turned into a day at the mall :) oh yeah mys tupid stepdad thoguh in my jeans and one pair had my lipgloss in it. so it ruined all my jeans so i got like 3 new pairs from aeropostale 1 pair from pacsun and then a few shirts from aero. i love it tonight sucks nick and i are fighting i guess i have changed alot. im just miserable all the time and i have a really short temper. tonight im going to change it all im throwing away the pills and im not going to touch a knife or anything or try to let that thought even squirm its way into my head yes its going to be hard to b like i use to. happy and everything but its a must.. i need to change back none of this is right and its affecting more than just me.. myschoolwork. family. friends i dont know its going to tak emore than me to get through this though. so everyone. wish me the best of luck to get through this all. anyway. tomorrow is school again. back to stupid midterms :( well. not much more to say nick.babe i love you