mhm..lets see...i forget the last day i wrote on.. so ill just start w/..thursday..wasnt bad..school all day..nuttin at night Freyday-school..came home.. then my miss.amber jean came over bout 1/2 hour later and we went for a long run..then we went to youth group Ya know. ilovegoing cause all my friends go.. and we play games in the dark and like.. idk.. it may sound stupid but its alot of fun..but.. at the ened Luke ( guy that does this hole thing, like the assistant pastor at church )he just has to do this like 2 min sermon on something.. and he always tells us.. nothing else matters not or dreams or anything about god..and nothing will match up to him.. not girlfriend boyfriend nothing at all and he went on and on Well im sorry but i disagree..he tells me that stuff and he doesnt give me hope he smashes it..its gone..and i want to punchhim...anyway nick got his haircut.. its different but pretty cute lol Nick and i dont do anything at youth group.. just.. hold hands..n Luke has never cared but i guess he does caus ehe asked nick not to hold hands n stuff..w/e I do not like him.. whats the harm in holding hands..nothing..even teachers dont care..and they have the power to *fail* idk i hate it im just kinda like.. baffled i guess... today is saturday...i guess evrything is ok.. nick is off to pick up brandon so i prob wont talk to nick idk my dad is leaving for greenbay tuesday and i havent been to his house in a relly long time..i see him once in a while @ games.. so idk i may go down there..i just hate it there though.. i cant tlak to anyone You see he lives in tunkhannock which is about 45 mins from here...and.. i dont know anybody there...so..we go to the movies..and its fun just i wish i had my friends so much after all this im going to go... lv it .. if somebody cares out there in this idiotic world Nick...i love you... idc what anyone says ...am i that selfish?