Yeah. lets see. Yesterday was school. i hate tuesdays..we did get a 2 hr delay though. it was like sleeting and we had like an inch.. lame i know but i guess it was slippery.. i went to school..yeah it was a short day but it still seemed yet so long after school i came home and nick brandon and aaron came over and we all just hung out and everything. it was alot of fun. but then at like 5 i left w/ them and we picked up tehre mom from work and headed back to nicks house... after that we took brandon and aaron to brands house and nick took me to the viewing i had to go to and he decided not to go to indoor soccer and stay with me in the viewing and stuff...thank god he was there :'( you all should know i play volleyball...a girl who plays volleyball (excellent player) her dad died :( not of cancer or anything. in a car accident.. a tractor trailer hit a deer and then it hit there windshield sending everyone in the car to the hospital ((her mom dad herself and her brother)) her dad died..her mom has so many cuts on her face..she looks like she shouldnt be alive. same with this girl and her brother i feel so bad.. the hole volleyabll team went wearing our black hoodies for volleyball. it was horrible. i know it was good we went though. it was an open casket..which i dont favor..it absolutely kills me.. i went through the line of relatives then we got to her mom kristin ((my friend)) and her brother. i broke down crying. i went into the other room wehre nick was and just cried its so horrible i just thank god the others are ok :( today is 9 MONTHS for nick and i :) i love you idk what else to write.. idk why im so miserable I sit her and could just cry all night oh yeah by the way.. GO PENN STATE if you didnt know i grea up with ethan kilmer. he use to babysit me and i went to his brothers wedding last summer and stuff..hes awesome 8) anyway. i gues sim going to go. i need to seriously just need to get away leave it behind