A friend sent me a link, and asked me to listen to a song. I did. I liked it. I went to the band's site, and listened more. My Chemical Romance. The Ghost of You. That hits home so hard. Go listen to it. Anyway. I'm definately going back into the military. Just don't know if it's the Army or Air Force. That plus things inside my head have been turned upside down. Do I leave her completely? Or do I stay friends? Damn me and my sense of love and want. Why can't I be happy being alone?