i really miss waking up nexx to someone. i really miss having a home i miss having our kids i miss having our family and i just cracked my cousins sump. remind me not to get a 4 litre v6 argh. my meory is going bad. real bad i dont even remember doing it. i remember collecting an upright in front of the drivers side arch. as it turns out, i was on the inside of a 2:30, then i drifted to the outisde 25 meters down. leapt clear of a car-length worth of drain, then corrected, mid-air, 3 meters sideways, avoiding a perfectly placed bank, back onto the road. who says god doesn't exist? lauren. that's who. fuck her. cars do not correct mid air. infact cars prior to 2005 didn't even correct at all. nor do i go 3 meters sideways in the wrong direction, flying, then 3 meters back towards the right direction, still flying, and live, having only cracked a sump. and it didnt leak oil for another 1.5-2 kms wtf hard. ballas is glad i'm not rolling in the Z. tyhat shit'd be upside down. i've had a few beers. goddamn. as if 14 kms walk wasnt enough to clear ones head. i'll find their cutlery stac'. i have a fair idea where it is. though i must say i am of no inclination to help you while you're being so mean. i saw J's bub, he 5 weks old. you forget how small they are. they grow a lot week to week. i think i'll sleep in the rain and die of pnuemonia tonight. still wish she'd get over shit. though i did meet someone at the fields.. tbc. for now. rob