the fail curve, and just when a fail becomes an epic fail. lmao. paintball. was fun. too many randoms. too many noobs, but good day all. went beach with chillin' on fri, was epic. beach is epic. weather has been beautifully clear. blue skies atcetera, mornings have been decidedly chill, which is awesome also. i've been riding to work. it only takes me five minutes longer than driving, andis more pleasant, plus i feel better for it. it's keeping me healthy, but i'm'a buy a new bike, cos the one i have atm is decidedly average. riding through the park is awesome, there's a few neat trails and drop offs and general fun stuf. went rockclimbing also, managed 17s, with difficulty. equals fail, but still better than everyone else i know >< except sketh. sketh is climblord. made amy do it, was goodly, she did aiight. and i realised, i am positive re-inforcement when watching people climb. it's been like this always, it's fun spotting the kids as they climb things that some twice their age wont even attempt. i am being more positive in general. which is odd, perhaps another evolution. and i've been neglecting sitD for the more instant facebook, which is terrible really, but that's how it is. i'm horribly poetic until it comes to typing, when, as per usual, the words escape me. anyway, since friday it's been good, is the gist. and i'm back to the grind tomoz. i've never before had a job i actively dislike, and i've had some fairly crummy jobs. this one has it's ups and downs, some days are great,some not so, but they're paying for my drivers' licence so i'm not complaining, too much anyway. and it's not that bad, really, the boys are good and i can call my bosses fuckwits, arseholes, wankers and cunts. it's reciprocal of course, and overall doesn't create the most positive work environment, but it's good to be able to vent directly to those that piss you off, and not to have to pretend to care about a job that you really dont. plus they spend about 200$ a week on piss, which is great, cos i like piss, but the weeks feel very long, at least they're interspersed with the greatness that is everyone i associate with. which reminds me, i took A to B to get her tatoo, was good, she sat through the whole thing. epicly. and got on quite well with his missus. i'm growing my winter coat, despite the protestations of many that i need a haircut. and that's the long and short of it for now. _kade 1828|290309