capslock ehh. mac keyboard ehh. y'know what's funny? i love her. stacil. thatis. littespoon. it'd odd. i'd expect, after all the shit we'd been trhough, af ter all the shit she's given me, that it'd be quite the opposite. i dont know how. i dont know why. i have an entry from a few weeks ago. i'll post it when i get the time. so what can i say. she doesn't care what i say she doesn't care at all. so what can i do? you tell me. did anyone mention it was rache birthday 9 days ago? gemma's 17? y'know, i'm still kinda bitter about loosing my samma. but y'know? i've been good. like: sociability good since i been wit' stacil. i smoke less, i drink less, i sure as hell do less drugs. is this to say she is good for me? _ra2252|w190908