ShIt

by angelbutt
Listening to: the shower
Feeling: wretched
ok I am sooo fucken pissed. I am not allowed to start a fight and I am not allowed to say sorry. like I REALLY REALLY do mean IM sorry when I say it!!!! Why doesn't Steph belive me??? sorry I havent written lately.. It's just I have been living at my grandma's, and then their is exams, and sims.... I think I passed both my exams... Dont you hate it when you get into a fight with someone and your TRYING to say sorry but they wont belive you, yet if it was the other way arround their risking your friendship??? or if they call a friend to get them to aggree with them??? I DO! I might talk to a friend and try to get some advice, I would tell the whole thing well im tired..... bUh bYE -Angelbutt-
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ok. I cryed myself to sleep bcuz we were fighting, Alex thought I was using her, Kyra and I had a dispute, and sooo many things are happening around me(fighting).

I'm wishing I move to Calgary cuz then I won't have to deal with this and bcuz I just feel like moving. I used to move like... every year. I kinda miss that now.
and I truly AM sorry that I picked a fight with u. I'm sorry that u don't really sound like u mean it when u say sorry..
its just u don't always sound like u mean it. I think you try and make me feel guilty at the same time that you're saying sorry and that's y it doesnt sound like u mean it.

Everybody seems to be putting me on guilt trips. ug. just STOP!
--Steph
i just started a diary for advice... so if u ever are need of advice feel free to comment on my diary muahh come check it out
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