ok. well.... lately my life has been boring.... ok. to me it seems like half of the grade 9 and 10 people know that I like Braden.... and there all acting like it is a bad thing... its like all ANYONE ever says to me.. it's...your the kid that likes Braden right???... and It is getting weird... like, How do they all know... im a new kid, I supose to be the fat chick that no one knows.... and I with Paula would just stop helping me... ok. I feel so fucken lonely! like yah.. I have friends, but I mean like... I never see anyone after school.. its like all i do is... I'll sign on to msn, and if people talk I'd be at the comp... or else I'd be in my room looking at my guitar... I wouldnt even play it! the worst part about this is that my transconian friends all know where I live.. but none of my new friends know.... well except for 2 (Jen and Celeste) OMG! ok in Transcona.. Matt would be scared to hit me... well now he actlike like im one of his many friends and cinstantly hits me so now i Have bruses on my arms, leg, and back.... and then Sam slap's my bruses all the time, and well celeste is just freakishly strong... ok. I feel so blond! none of my transcona friends EVER call me!!! ok like all I was told was that Richard is going out with some Jen chick, Lorna might just kick Colin out..wont Steph be happy!... but I think thats all I know... and well this whole thing with Alyssa hateing Richard and Victor.. but thats whole thing just doesnt make any sence to me... no one even call's me... well I think I have to go take a leak... bUh bYE!