...So since Dennis and Henry REALLY wanted me to go....I wanted to, but mom said No, so we are all probably going to la kermesse today. I wanna invite my friends, thought they already went last night....so now I don't know what to do...I really miss Chaaaaad. He is so adorable. He's what I alays imagined the cutest guy on earth to be like....weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee. Later on last night Dennis and Henry came by and begged me...a lot...I asked them why they wanted me to go so bad, and they're just like, "Cause you're so cool! You're our best friend! You're really fun!" And stuff like that......but then later on they called me and were having a lotta fun....at first I was upset a little bit, cause I always get upset when people call to tell me that I made the wrong decision and I should have come cause all of my friends are there having fun without me, (though it wasnt my fault!), but then I was just like...okay, I wanted them to have fun, so that's great that they could without me...Cause they made it sound like it was impossible... I really hope::: 1) When and if we go to La Kermesse (which by the way for those of you who don't know, it's a french party or city has every year cause this is a french city...) I want my friends to be there, friends such as: Kelsey Dennis Henry Both Vanessas It would be awesome if Sophia would come, but doubt it and Matt and Justin and a bunch of Guys from school... oh and Chaaaaaad... 2) I hope I get a job or at least some money to buy a video camera and a digital camera and a digital camere printer...and go shopping! 3) Chad will meet and love me some daaaay! 4)...oh crap there was another one.....I forgot it...uuuuuuhhhhhh....nope can't remember..............Oh yeeah, I hope that I have good days for the rest of my life! ...that wasn't really it, I just thought of that one now..... Oh YEAH! I REMEMEBER! YEY! 5) I REALLY REALLY HOPE I AM ON THE SAME TEAM WITH ALL OF FRIENDS! Vanessa Kelsey Dennis Henry Cody Trevor Janae Matt Justin Seth Vanessa (sis) can have anyone else....haha...I know Im not gonna get all of friends...but if I dont get Kelsey and Vanessa...I WILL DIE!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ...BUT OH WELL....anywaaaaay....CHAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAD is so hott... Much Love