Well Yeah, I just got home pretty much. My stomach hurts a little bit, but I'm going to go eat something in a little bit. I am in such a tough place right now. I want to go to the FOB concert os bad and I have enough money, but no one else does so I have no one to go with and I am also going ice skating Sunday and maybe going to the movies tomorrow (Idk I have to call Sophia) and if I save the money for the concert I won't have enough money for the movies or ice skating and mom will have to pay and I don't want to make her pay, cause even my birthday is coming up and she's buying Vanessa a video camera so we can both have our own which is a lot of money. So I guess I could give up the concert...and I can not believe I just said that...I told myself that if I get enough money and decide not to go then I will regret it. That's also a reason why I'm not going to the dance. 1: I don't really feel like getting all dolled up just to stand around and watch my crush dance with other girls. 2: Saving up my money. 3: Not that I don't like dances. I love them. Not in the mood. 4: Already got a packed AND EXPENSIVE weekend. It would be an absolute miracle fi I got money for my birthday and the FOB tickets were not sold out so I could buy them. I would be extreamly happy. OMG I WOULD BE SOOOOOOO HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! and blessed. Im between a rock and a hard place. -Valerie Save Me