I can't wait for summer.

so my homeroom is near janet. but it turns out the school probably fucked up her schedule and she won't have orchestra. so she sucks again. i figured this would happen. so we're not gonna be in any classes together. and i know i won't know anyone in any of my classes as always. fuckers ughhhh i'm in pa right now with my mom &dad and i want to go home so bad. this is so fucking boring. i'm so glad theres a computer there, i would be so much border, if that's even possible. i didn't even really have to come. my mom just wanted to make me suffer. 'cause she's a biiiitttchhhhuhhhhh. we're going to a hotel for tonight and tomorrow night. so i wont have a omputer, but i'll be able to swim and shit at the hotel, and on the way home we're gonna go to some shopping outlet in maryland. :D so that makes me happy. "I got, some things, to talk about. Here beside the rising tide." [EDIT]Leah's in my homeroom :D :D I'm so happy about that. I dont even care that Janet isn't taking orchestra, she says she'll take it next year, but I know she won't, butttt whatever.[/EDIT]

so me and that kid from pointed dated for, about two or three weeks. i couldn't stand him after the 2nd week =/ i'm so shitty. he was one of those ROCK ON!!! I LISTEN TO ANYTHINGXCORE!!!!11 TIGHTPANTS!!! EYELINER!!! he just did that to be trendy. i dont really dig those guys as much as i thought i did. he was more obsessed with his hair than i am with mine and that's just weird. he basically dumped me. and you know what the worst part is? he was gonna do it on myspace he's such a FUCKING pussy. i couldn't believe it. well now i'm single again and happy as hell about that. now i can hang out with perry. mmmkay. i love weed♥

definitely not gonna date mike. i met this kid from point pleasant at the mall last friday, after we get to know eachother we're gonna go out♥

So I'm here in pa and I want to go home so fuckin' badly. ughhhh this is so gay.

things are okay. me and mike might start dating. but idk right now.

How do I get a background? [♥]

me and rob went to wawa last night andt he asked me if he could kiss me. I fucking hate when guys ask me if they can kiss me... it's just so lame; Rob; I want to kiss you. Kevin Fazio; I want to kiss you,.... Mike Domena; hold my hand.. now kiss me Rob; Can i kiss you?

I just feel like updating. I have nothing to say though. My parents are going to a concert tonight and my sisters going to work. I could have a party, but, oh wait! i have no friends.

Every fuckin' photo host website sucks my asshole. Photojerk, appearantly doesn't exhist now.. so lame. I'm so bored, and my mom is up my ass on the computer. I want to kill her. I was looking at something on livejournal and I was like "come onnnn" and she's like "is something starting up again ariel??" i'm like "uhm no," then muttered "stupid" she'slike "whats' stupid??" i'm like "NOTHING THIS PICTURE THING WON'T SHOW UP"and she's like "oh. okay" FUCKING MORON GO AWAYYYY she's so annoying iw ant to kill her. I hate having such a big computer screen. I want to smash it.

I've been going to the beach with my sisters boyfriend. My sister& her boyfriend are living with us right now and they bought a house and will be moving out soon it's crazy. I can't fuckin wait though. I'll be able to get stoned whenever i want, stay up as long as i want, go out whenever i want, alsk;jfasf it's gonna be so sweet 'cause i'll be there all the time, or so I hope =/ My sister also said this when she moved in with chris at his parents old house -_- whatever, I guess I shouldn't get too excited. fear before are amazing, grace has totally never fucking heard of theme. ;klasjfasdf jesus she's so gay. oh shit, i gotta call her. we like made up i guess? idk. well i'm gonna go. ♥;relface

I hate when people steal shit from my myspace even if it's just a little something. http://www.myspace.com/ariely

i want more friends so badly. I'm left out of everything. i hate this. i hate everything. i hat emy friends, i hat emy family i hate this summer, i know i'm gonna hate school. ;aslkjfweoir2#$@#$

so my mom took my screen name off our fucking AOL account. it sucks, but i'm aloud on the computer for a little bit a day she said i was only aloud on for like an hour, but it's been well over anhour. so hopefully i'll another screen name soon. grace is like forgiving me, but i dont think she'll truly forgive me, but my mom gave me a good point today. she said, you forgave grace after she treated you like shit when you were little and when she stole from you, (she had like stealing problems) and she's right i did, because i knew we were meant to best friends ferrr evaaaa. askdf;lkajsdf whatever. i hung out with janet last night, so i'm definitely not punished or anything thank god. ♥;rel

i made fun of grace the other day and her mom found out and is telling my mom. and i'm petrified of graces mom. so this sucks, really bad. if graces stupid ugly gay backstabbingfaggot face xboyfriend didn't into this everything would be fine, oh and mallory fucking told tom. jesus christ, fucking cunt. a;sldgjflaskjf i can't trust anyone. i'm never telling anyone about this diary. and i'm only using livejournal for communities now. and myspace? it's a lame website anyway. i'm probably gonna be grounded off the computer anyway.. I'M SUCH A HORRIBLE PERSON grace forgives me too! after all the fucked up shit i said. i can't believe it. if i was in her position, i'd be like fuck you. but whatever she's abetter person than i am i guess.

yeah, i hate her. i know it sounds stupid and it's like oh you dont hate your mother. but i do, i really honestly truly do. I'm in such an awful mood about everything. I don't get upset about not having a boyfriend anymore. sometimes i just breakdown and tear apart and myself and think "what the fuck is wrong with me? am i that bad?" the fact that i'm going into 9th grade scares me. i'm so so scared of growing up i really dont want to, yet i do. everythings so sucky. it's already august & i haven't done much of anything this summer. my best friend can't even make time for me, all she does is hang out with her boyfriend. and leah only hangs out with katy, it's like i'm not good enough for her. fuck her. fuck janet. i need new friends very badly. my moms got some jewelry missing, and she thinks me or my sister stole it. she's so fucked up in the head, it makes me want to cry, i just wish she would stop drinking. i'd rather her smoke 2 packs of cigarettes a day then drink beer. i pray to god everyday that i dont turn out like her. i want to run away so badly. i want to get out of here.

wow i hate my uncle and aunt. they borrowed a bunch of money from my dad. So they haven't talked to us, unless they need more money of course. so they didn't invite us to my cousins birthday party/all their bullshit bbqs. god i can't stand them. i hate lacey and everyone in it anyways;aljdflasdf

I haven't felt like writing much. I've been pretty happy lately, even though this summer has been sucking very badly. I've been hanging out with my old friend grace alot more♥ it was nice to hang out with her. I'm going to the beach with grace and her mom today :] I'd really like to get some color since i'm very pale. okay i'm gonna go get ready and stuff ♥♥;ariel

I'm a loser.

this has been by far the lamest summer. &&&&&&&&& i have no friends.