well june 30th was my dads birthday and my sister offered to take my parents out to dinner but my mom couldn't go because, well duh someone has to watch my nana so my told me to go, i offered to stay and watch nana but she refused because she's an idiot. we went to this japanese food place and it was pretty cool but we decided to go to the lobster shanty for desert. and my dad was like we can't tell your mother she'll get all mad blah blah and i knew she would so we never told her.. but the other day we went to her house and the picture that was taken with me and my dad in front of his birthday cake was in my sisters fridge! and she was all like " i didn't know you went there blah balh " and she kept bringing it up and shit and i'm ike get over it! jesus. it's not our fault that your fuckin lazy. my mom never wants to do anything and she thinks that we should be lazy like her .. When teachers say " what do you want to be when you grow up ariel?" i want to say " as long as i'm nothing like my mother than i don't care." but of course i say like ' start my own band' or "be a pro-skater" my mom can be the greatest mom in the world . she's so.. optimistic.. wait is that the right word? well she always sees the goodin things. i think she's probably faking and trying to look good in front of her daughter. i just have hatrid for my mother. my friends think she's a lush. leah's like my mom doesn't know if i can come to florida with you,.. and i'm like why?? and she goes " well my mom knows how she drinks and all" uhh fuck you jeanie (leah's mom) my mom isn't gonna get drunk on our family vacation. guess i can't tell leah anything either. fuckin A! grrr you people don't even know my mom! she thinks she knows my mom so fuckin well. she makes me sick. i don't go saying shit about her mom and how she never buys leah anything or how leah's mom gets drunk too because i'm not a bitch. even though i'm being one now. oh well , i don't care it's my diary and no one really knows about it so i don't give a shit. this entry is gonna be long because i have no one to complain besides my diary and my readers. well uh my nana is withering away. she's getting worse. it's disgusting. i haven't been able to have a normal conversation with her since last easter when she went to the hospital. it's not good. that lady that watchs her has to be the most annoying person i have ever met in my life! she has the most annoying laugh and an even more annoying voice. she's REALLY fat so i don't know how she takes care of my nana. but whatever. oh and my nana moans now randomly and carol just sits there and lets her moan. sometimes for like an hour straight.. not cool =X i'm getting tired ♥