janet was over today and i had my internet explorer minimized and my SitD was on it and she;s like uhhh because she saw my picture and i'm like oh i made a sitdiary! hehe.. and then i xed it out and told her i'd show her that later. thank god she forgot. actually she probably didn't and she's probably like what the fuckkk? hahah oh well um janet came over after school. we hung out. Leah thinks we're losing our friendship. she's probably right. that's why iwanna hang out with her tomorrow. i'll have her sleepover my house while my moms gone we'll have fun. i don't want to lose leah . i'll go crazy, depression will start and scars will show. i know it sounds dramatic but i tell leah everything to get it all out and if we stop talking than like yeah.. i'll have no one. i mean i can tell janet almost anything but sometimes i don't feel comfortable telling her stuff. is that weird? augh whatever. i'm kinda hungry i'm gonna have to get some food. i also need to geta life and make some friends in my class. i hate everyone they all suck ass. they're all either preppy bitches or wanna-be ghettos ugh it blows. and no guys like me at all so i'm not even gonna get upset anymore, well i'm gonna try not to. my ex boyfriend was like omg ariel looks horrible with her new haircut she's so ugly. gee thanks rob. fuckin asshole he can go to hell. i hate my haircut. everyones like you looked sooo much better with long hair, thanks that really helps me out! jerks! gawd it blows ♥