i'm so bored. and no one wants to ahgn out with me because i have like no friends ^_^ just super. another boring weekend filled with nothing. suppose to go to the movies on saturday but i might go to some party for my uncle eds thing er something. yeah whatever i went to the mall today to get a cell phone for my mom and my dad bought me a cell phone!!! they come free with this family plan or something. it's this tiny blue cell phone. it's a siemens cingular. it actually kinda sucks like it's really tiny and theres no exit button or w.e it's just like not there so i have to start dialing someones number to like escape from my phonebook. but whatever i dont care i have a cell phone! woo woo. too bad no one ever calls me. janet's parents said she could come to florida with me! im' so glad she's coming and not stupid leah. even though janet pisses me off i'll have a lot more fun with her. leah tries to be too mature when i know she's not. she's also turning into a little whore. don't get me wrong i have nothing wrong with people having sex at this age, but i never would. anyway she's like ugh i have my period.. another week of being a virgin and i'm just omg shut the fuck up. but i didn't say anything and she goes what is something wrong? she like wants me to say something negative but i'm a nice person so i didn't. but she is just turning into a bitch and i don't even want to be her friend anymore. and i don't think she wants to be mine either. she absolutely loves janet and NEVER TALKS TO ME. she's like omg janet! and runs and hugs her and then she likes hey ariel. and gives me a lame hug. and she just talks to janet the whole time. and if janet gets left out for maybe ONE second she's like hey,, come on hug me too. and janet always picks up leah and swings her around and just loves her soo much. and i'm just there. everytime me andleah are on the phone she either talks about how much she loves katy or how funny janet is or doesn't talk at all. which is fine because ya know what? i don't care. i'm just gonna sit in my room and be isolated from the world this weekend and see if anyone cares. watch. i'll leave an away message up that says call me i'm bored and no one will call. no one cares. no likes me. god i'm such a loser. i really should make friends but it's not easy. all the preps in my class give me dirty looks and theres these two other girl who are complete losers. well i guess i'll try and be friends with them. gawd i just hate everything and i have to pee so i'm gonna go now and stop complaining. ♥ ariely