janet's party was fun. leah and janet clung to eachother just like last year. oh well. they like eachother more than they like me but i cant do anything about it. leah doesn't even like want to be near me. well thats what it seems like. she's like ughhh and always in a bad mood when ever we're together. but it was fun. i won a few things on the chinese auction thingy we play every year. it should have been a sleepover. but i know what wouldhave happend.. leah and janet would have left me out of.. oh just about everything. haha i'm like a little baby i'm like they leave me out blah blah. but i'm a very sensative person and i get hurt and upset easily i cry a lot too. well im gonna go to bed soon. but i feel soooooo bad for leah. she's really low on money and her dad just lost one of his jobs =[ i feel soo bad idk what to do. augh this sucks. her life must suck. she rides horses and she might have to sell her horse that she loves soo much. o_O my dad just farted