Well uh this morning I got up and uh ate some doughnuts than my mom got up and we talked for a bit than she got in the shower and i got dressed. My sister came over too. heh heh she forgot my fucking guitar tuner. i was very pissed. I didn't even have a dentist appointment but my mom's like "If you come i'll bring you to target after" so I actually beleived and came along. I had to sit there while my mom go stuff done than my sister . agh. and now my mom is telling me to go bed. oh well Well uh the reason i wrote i hate my life in my other entry is just because like.. well i'm thirteen, and i have a lot more responsibilities than a normal kid should. I have to take care of my nana,clean up after my slob called a mother,load and reload the dishwasher,vacuum and listen to my dad bitch about how lazy my mom is. My sister always says , "Well these are the cards your delt, and you have to deal with it" Well the games over. i dont' want to play cards, i want to have a normal life, did you know that i've never gone a real vacation. I went to the magic kingdom once in disneyland. That was because my Grandmother wouldn't fly down there because she's a coward so she made us fucking drive her there. we stayed for a week. and i went to disneyland once, it was right after my dad had his stroke. So we just sat around at here house. and frankly i don't like my grandmother, she's dead now. and i know that might sound mean but well yeah my family i fucked up. but anyway my mom is like well i never go on vacatoin, and i go neither do i! wtf and she's like you went to florida and i'm thinking oh yeah you should have gone , and come back and tell it was a vacation. kiss my ass. Whoa I got waaay off topic. My nana is my moms mother. She's is a large pain in my ass. She moans , she yells, she lives downstairs so i have to go up and down the stairs every five minutes to see what she wants. It gets tiring. and my mom's goes" you never spend time with your grandmother blah ablahalb" so i go down there and start playing my violin for her, we can't just have normal conversations i mean like really " oh hey nana did you know that our governer is gay" my nana" huh?" ::moans:: "why are you moaning nana" nana: id ont' know i'm just moaning" it's okay i find it funny too. heh oh well "this is what i've been delt" grrrr aright i know your probably thinking alright kid stop complaining. so i'll stop.. Well uh still didn't go school shopping. i might go tomorrow. but i highly doubt it so i'm not getting excited about. I am getting excited that my mom might actually get a job though! She might work at the dentist again. ( she worked there before i was born ) She's only gonna work one day a week though. That does me no good. at all. My friend leah is trying to sound all smart and she makes this strange entries about life. she never use to, but this hot kid did about time and the world . so she decided to about love. leah knows about this journal. i'm not mad but. when i have feelings of anger towards her i might have to hold them back. and i don't want to. so that's why i said that leah. Oh and another thing she likes ashlee simpson and i appreciate that she told me and didn't like keep it a secret. So anyway, i joined this community on lj and she was like you made me sad and made me look stupid by saying your friends like ashlee simpson. i'm like wow, um okay. if you read the entry you'll see that i didn't mention any names at all or say that i hate my friends for like ashlee simpson. oh well leah's rather strange heh heh. Well i think i'm gone now. --Relish