No way to describe

I don't know how exactly how to put into words what I have been feeling lately. School has been great. I had to drop my math class I was just trying to take on too much too soon. I am doing well in all of my other classes, My English Teacher put in a referral for me to be a tutor so now I get paid to do something I used to do for free. I talked to Eric Earlier on today. I swear I love him soooooo much. He is soooo crazy. he's like, Kayla run away with me, I want to elope. I hate to do it, but I have to be the voice of reason. I have to stay in school and as much as i love him and want to marry him, it isn't the right time. I was browsing this site ya know hitting the random button a few times, i found an ex-boyfriends diary. That was interesting. Well I g2g. it's late. I'll update later
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Just as a comment for you last entry: my mum was anorexic and now has an over-eating disorder. I can't claim to know anything about these disorders but I am here if you ever want to talk.
I don't THINK your actions are stupid; I KNOW it. I've been there. Feeling like you're not worth the trouble of others. All you're doing by admitting it on an public online journal is asking for attention. Sorry... you won't get it.