I AM IN LOVE WITH MY BOYFRIEND! Hey Ya'll I am soooooo happy! Distpite the best efforts of the people around me We are still together. And we are going to stay together because the bond that we have is strong and it cannot be broken by anyone other than the two of us which I don't see happening. I love him more than anything else in this world. He has managed to do something that no one else has ever been able to do before. He showed me that it is okay to be happy. He let me see that I can be happy and not feel guilty about it. I know this sounds silly but I cry whenever he leaves and I can't help it! I just can't stand to be away from him. I feel so jealous whenever he has to go see his ex For seperation agreements or to pick up something from her house, I don't want to be Jealous because I usually am not a jealous person. But I will be damned if I am going to let her take him away from me again. My boyfriend has decided that he wants to go back to the Army. It's cool because I want to go to, So if we go using the "Buddy system" I think that is what it's called, but if we go in with that then we will be together virtually the whole time. So I think it will be alot easier for the both of us if we are together. Well My mom has been getting on me a lot. I think it is because she knows she is losing the control she has on me. I am just ready to get on with my own life. I feel like i am still in a cocoon waiting to emerge as a beautiful butterfly. I have 19 days until I turn 18. Okay Ya'll I am going to go back to paying attention To the TV I know I will! Kayla