Hey beautiful peoples and all you random ppls who read my diary! Whats up? Not much is going on here, just chillen. Dunno what's been going on lately, James has been being a real ass, it is like he doesn't want me around since I told him I wasn't smoking anymore, I dunno exactly what to make of that. Maybe I was just using him? Maybe he was using me... I dunno. I am at Dean's house(an old bf.) Spent New year's with him b.c James said he didn't want me at his house with him so fuck him.... Karen and Gary are well, those two will never changes. Ma has another assault charge against her and damn it i still have to make it over to the magistrates office to take out those theft papers..*procrastinates* I mean ya, It is a $400 coat, but why am I so worried about it? I mean I don't really like it so am i just trying to be vindictive or am I just i dunno, there i go overanalyzing again, well I love all of you darlings but I am going to go to sleep, I am utterly exhausted! Kayla PS......HAPPY NEW YEAR!!!!!!!!!