i might be going into the city with some of my guy friends but i have to use the reallly realllly lame excuse that the grk club of my school is gonna go. me and this other grl are gonna go and were gonna be with like 20 guys. i hope its worth it. the guy that i might like is going. well he said he and his friends are gonna try to come. i might have over reacted on friday night because i was so upset. well hey look on the bright side, i havent smoked since friday. thats something for me. i only have like 6 cigs left. i started talking to some kid from this aim chatroom that i was in and hes such a perv man he made me feel cheap by telling by telling me that i had a fatty and that he wants to beat off me or some crap like that and that he wants me to blow him like uh dude yea i have feelings too u noe. but w/e most guys are like that so w/e. i cant wait for my own room and phone line and job and comp. late night pillow fights lol literally. my friends are gonna be living in my room. my "close" friend is totally boy crazy. like un-controlably boy crazy. she has a bf and she LOVESSS flirting and messing around w/ other guys. w/e i dont care.......