im feeling unloved....lonely....depressed. i feel like ive drifted away from all of my friends.....its not such a good feeling. its like...i dont know wat i could tell them and wat i cant because i dont know wat their reactions are gonna be. ive started my old habits and its not such a great thing but if i cant talk to my best friends about then what else am i going to turn to? people that dont know me............?