I wish he held me the way he holds her I wish he notices me the way he notices her I had him once & treated him like dirt Now that I dont and cant have him is when I want him the most I ignored him I took him for granted I slowly killed him on the inside He truly cared about me I just used him Now that we are best of friends He has moved on As should i But i just cant If I could, I'd take back Everything I've done just to Have him kiss me *ONCE*