i have bio regents tomorrow and the most fucked up shit ever just happened. i swear my hands are all shaky. im so nervous about my test and about wats gonna happen. ok well heres wat happnd..... a while back ago my friend came over and she wanted to borrow some clothes so of course i couldnt say no. so w/e we went thru my closet and she took a HUGEEEEEEE bag full of clothes. most of the bag was summer stuff and we were in like feb or march. i was like uh im leaving for vacation nd im gonna want my stuff back u cant keep them she goes oh yea np ull get them back. she took OVERRR $200 worth of clothes. she took my fave pair of sweats, a pair of pink $75 jeans that were hand sewn from brazil, a super cute pink top and so many more tank tops and other stuff. when she left and my mom saw that bag that she left with my mom flipppped out. to be the good friend that i was i covered her ass and i was like nah ma shes gonna give them back. well weve grown apart since then. she started hanging out with dif ppl and so did i. so last nite i decided to IM her and ask her for my things back since in going on vacation for two months and im leaving in a week and a half. but ya know im such a shit talker i cant even do that. so she started with me about how im a crappy friend and all of that nonsense. so then today i was online all happy nd w/e and she or someone from her sn ims me and starts calling me a cunt rag, a slut, a this a that and i was just like ok w/e. considering all i got called i was totally calm about it. so i called my best bud up and told her wat happnd she goes ill fix their ass so she went online on this sn noone has and shes just jealous that i started hanging out with new ppl. i dont care b/c the ppl that she hangs out with are arrogant, self centered jerkoffs. and the grls are cheap sluts. so w/e she just wants to keep calling me a fat cunt rag let her i really dont care. i know im a dumbass for giving her my clothes but i mean i never imagined things to become like this...:- the ironic part to all this is how she kept complaining about wat a bad friend i am and how i just played her and a bunch of bs like that meanwhile when she found out she had a heart problem she told me, how before school one day when she came over she started crying because she found out her dad started his old drinking habits and beat her mom and siblings and they dont live here they live in greece, she cried on my shoulders...literally. i hugged her i comforted her by telling her everythings gonna be alright when it wasnt. we just became further apart. now there are two or three ppl that i can trust with my life and i know that if i fall theyll be behind me to catch me, when im all broken up there gonna be broken up with me and were gonna put the pieces back together. at this point i honestly dont care i just want my clothes back before i go...i dont care wat i have to go thru to get them cuz i will do w/e it takes. i sounds so damn stupid that im going thru all this trouble for clothes but im so damn possessive when it comes to MY things it truly isnt funny. anyways i have to read some more bio info, get my stuff ready for tomorrow and pray that i pass........