im really begining to hate this thing. this is the third time in two days that im trying to write and new entry without getting kicked off or my entry deleted. my so called best friends fucks around with every single guy ive ever liked. last year she hated them all and now their the only guys she "likes". wat kind of a best friend does that? shes ALLLLL over the guy i liked for two years. shes all over the guy i liked from the 6th grade...3/4 yrs. w/e shes not gonna be knowing who i like anymore. one of these days im gonna strangle my cousin. she called me a fucken slut and i almost beat the shit out of her in a theater cuz we had to go to this lame jazz concert crap and i dragged jimmy along and my hand accidently hit his leg and she called me a fucken slut like yo stfu i flipped out on her and i really did almost beat the shit out of her. and world war 3 was about to break loose in my house yesterday cuz she was over and i told her off a couple of times and just really got pissed off and i had my fist in her face but being the good cousin that i am (lmao that was funny) i didnt even tho i should have. holidays are supossed to spread love and joy. and i think thats exactly what there doing cuz today i went into the city and omfggg it was absolutely gorgeous! im going back next week with my friends. i was thinking to my self "why would i wanna hurt myself when i have all these marvelous things in life that i havent experienced and seen." ive decided to quit smoking once and for all!! power to me.....