oblivious

Listening to: story of the year
Feeling: popular
ha i found this cool pic Her windows melt in drops of glass, why steal air if breathing hurts so much? she sinks in her pillow that’s all wet now and hides down her sheets with no one around. And she asks again why bleeding doesn’t seen to help, pouring blood down her arm she hates to stare, but she loves everything in red and soak her heart in tears of flesh. But again she faints to her lonely spot to dig a grave and carve more cuts, nothing makes her don’t fake smiles so she watches her fall deep down the ground. “its another nightmare” she says while waking up but she discovers that reality is so attached, and heavy feet resist to move, the mind feels pity of her dying soul. She lights a candle and cleans the knife, she wets her face with her own cry, she remembered all her daily life and that night the knife pierced too far. She lies now on her bedroom floor, there is only a red soaked rug, no one even walks in, she was just a forgotten fantasy…
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i like how the blood looks
is that an apple she is eating :]

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[Anonymous]
aww man ur diary is awsome too!! yea i put that bg in.. all you do is upload a pic in your 'image manager' and once u saved the pic rename it to my_background.jpg and there you have it :)
thankyou for your comment..belive me i have tried everything..

i dont want to exist

suicidalscars
[Anonymous]
I try, I try so hard not to cut, It doesnt wrok, Music is my love,yet its like cutting, once it stops my pain is still there and hits me harder than it did before...I dont know what to do with myself anymore.
[Anonymous]
can u tell me how to find the html code for pictures...so i can put them in my header info? thanks!!
hey, cheers for the comment :D
i absolutely love your background. and the icons in your idea are good too :P
Gemma
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Yeah I definatly agree!
[Anonymous]
im not going to kill myself...although id like to...lol...its just one of those days when you wish everything would just go away...

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