it is my turn to rant and rave about my heartaches noone knows about this diary only me at least, all my friends dont know about it.. sure it'll probably show up on random diary but my name wont just fadeaway i decided i needed a place to share my feelings, to explain how i feel and maybe to get a few opinions and a touch of advice i need it its not fair i have had many crushes before. ive only had one boyfriend and it lasted but three months, its just, ive only told someone i like them twice. both times they backfired at me and got me down. i always tell myself that it wont get me down that it'll only make me stronger but thats not true. maybe its kind of an act. its also my story to tell myself to keep my heart from breaking and to keep it going strong. last night i told someone i liked them. he told me i was brave to tell him. but he doesnt want a girlfriend right now because his heart has yet to be fixed. if only there was some way that i could tell him. that i could maybe be the one to help mend his broken heart. to help him feel like he can trust girls again. i just wish i could be that one. who knows how long it'll take for him to date again. not i what to do? i dont want to seem obsessive or anything because im definately not like that. i just wish that things could work out... just for once... i dont know what its like to love or be loved by another person. *sigh*