Today I slept all through school... I woke up at like 8 and said "fuck this" and turned over and sleped much. It was Friday so School was out at 1:10 so its not that bad I guess.. Thats the normal time i usally wake up. X-girl just signed un MSN, said "hi mel" but to no response :( oh well what do i expect of her? she already has a better guy than me and I was such a loser for her.+ I think I scared her a little the other day. I put a little wilted rose in MSN and wished her sweet drams. damn I just gotta let go or face the restrainig order :P She hasent talked to me since. damn im one bored person. Its friday and i havent spoken to any of my friends today, im such a loner. Looks like homework on a ffriday night for me again. damnit. I dont want pity just vent..... My 2 best friends are going camping with out me for mal long weekend damnit. I thaught i had friends but turns out im not cool enough for them. SHIT