FEAR BEFORE THE MARCH OF FLAMES IS TODAY since today is the drummers birthday me and jessica are going to buy a big bag of gummy bears for him.(just go to their site and youll get it. marchofflames.com) after the show i have to come home and shower and shit and head for Eureka Springs, Arkansas..again. im going because i have to get out of the house. things lately with my mom have been horrible. i told dad some details of the night that rick went off on me and how he was about to hit me and then he pushed me on my bed and continued to yell at me. dad told mom that if rick lays another hand on me hes going to jail. HA. and i also came in the house when dad told mom on the phone that he could careless if she died. and im like wow i just told her the same thing a couple nights ago when we she pissed me off. when i got home mom jumped my case just like dad said she would. shes like why did you go over there and fill your dads head with bullshit im like its not bullshit its the truth and you just dont want to hear it. and she went off saying how because of the things i told my dad i cant go to the show tonight. psh w/e im going anyways.