Every time things seem like they're calming the fuck down, they don't. Its all terribly deceiving! and me with all my pills, weeds, and other things certainly isn't making things easier. Nothing ever works out how I intend, story of my life. I mean I come to school today all bright and early with the best intentions, and what do I do? I surf the internet! When I should be working humf! There simply aren't enough Scooby Snacks in the world to keep me motivated. I used to care about things, really truly care. I don't know where it all went. I've always leaned towards apathy, but lately it seems I've fallen right in. I don't know how to change it either. My ipod is dying to soon, and I'm almost through a brand new pack of cigarettes. I shake my fist at life!