[I'm.getting.used.to.this]

Feeling: blah
Wow, people fucking piss me off. I hate how they make it seem like I ask the world of them. I don't. I don't ask much at all. The only thing I want is for them to care and be a friend. It's not hard. And if you start something, finish it. If you make something, then accept it. Don't fight it. Fighting only makes things worse. If you start a friendship and it gets to be a good friendship the other peson is gonna expect a good one. They aren't gonna settle for second best. I know I for sure will not settle for second best. I give better than second best and I will get no less back. As for that, it actually is you. You expect so much more from me than you realize you do and I'm sick of it. It's not that you're asking for me to do it cause I gladly will, but I get no recognition for it. I'm putting up with alot for things to go smoothly and I deserve something for that because most people don't have to deal with it. Most people woudln't deal with it, but I do and I deserve to be treated just a little bit better because I do. You say you have no problems with anyone else. Maybe that's cause you don't expect anything from them, even though you think you expect nothing from me. That's a fucking laugh.
Just when the wounds start healing You're there to break me open Watch the blood spill I'm getting used to this I'll clean it in the morning.... [Cauterize]
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nice diary :)
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