Yes, I have no life.

Well, my holidays started off with two very busy, social weeks. I was almost a little social butterfly for a while there. It must have been the whole relationship breakup rebound thing. Friends feeling sorry for you and getting you out of the house, etc etc. So, yes. Now I'm back to writing in here daily and daydreaming. Its all magical and windy outside, that non descript grey, dull soft wind which makes you want to run and scream at the sky. I can hear the waves on the beach, contradicting the wind because they are rough, harsh. I am going to paint.
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I know precisely what you mean. Before this one came along and swept me off of my feet, I fell for the one that I shouldn't have. He seemed so wonderful and I'd make up excuses for his frequent inebriation and the events that followed but in the end he ended up tearing my heart out of my chest- figuratively so, of course. That doesn't mean it didn't feel real. I had a good one around the same time but... The other was just so damned exciting.