I've... Lost everything... Benji is mad... My best friend... Gone forever... I loved... You... So much my dear... I can't stand the pain... That I'm having to endure... Now that you're gone... What would be so wrong... With me that... I'm so hated... I'm crushed and dying... Wishing I was dead... Was the best thing... that ever happend to me... What's left right now... Is a broken heart... Never meant to be fixed... Is that what I have to endure... Losing you to someone else... I love you... But you hate me... I know because you won't... Forgive me... I can't stand it... I'm gonna die soon... I'm lying here... The blood grows... All around me... Like a puddle beneath me... THese are my last words... I speak to you... I love you my dear...