I feel so broken up, and I give up. I just want to tell you, so you know. Here I go, scream my lungs out and try to get to you. You are my only one. I'd let go, but there's just no one that gets me like you do. You are my only, my only one. Made my mistakes, let you down, and I can't, I can't hold on for too long. Ran my whole life in the ground, and I can't, I can't get up when you're gone. So I did it. I took the plunge... I was nervous but I did it. He said he'd try to go to the mall with me. Well he never called me back I called him but he didn't call me. He didn't go... What is it that's wrong with me huh? Why can't I ever be cared about as I wished. I brought my walls down and my emotional state was opend. I was hurt again so soon... I can't even believe I'm going through this whole thing again. Sobbing again... I KNEW THIS WOULD HAPPEN WHY DIDN'T I STOP IT!!! ~Kristina