It's so strange how one person can turn your world upside down. Everything changes in a split second. This person made my week so great ever since he began talking to me. I don't know why he'd talk to me but he did. It's been amazing. It's great to have a friend in a class. Someone who makes me laugh and smile. So yeah yesterday we talked about my videos and stuff. It was fun. Yeah so I think I'll have to go buy some more fishnet gloves so I can give him the shitty pair. Lmao he won't care he'll be happy ^.^. I'm so nice that I get people stuff... I hope that he won't just stop talking to me cause that would hurt so much it'll be crazy... And no I don't like him but I just like him as a friend k? So in other news last night my parents got pissed off at me because I was talking back to them last night. I was eating in the living room and they were like get out. And I was like get over it. So they were like "GO TO YOUR ROOM!" and I said "That's not much of a punishment" and kicked a door and left. I sat in my room with the lights off blasting From First To Last. I ended up going around my room throwing things around in the dark. It was quite nice actually. Then I started beating up a pillow and I probably looked like some crazy freak but I don't care I mean who's watching me? Anyway it was a good way to get my anger out at them. Then I ended up screaming myself basically to sleep but I stopped myself before I actually fell asleep. They didn't even hear it probably because the music was loud. Then I was thinking. I thought about everything. I hate valentines day. It's a day for all the couples to show off to the people who don't have anyone. That's so stupid and I wish it would die! Makes me angry. Although this month seems like a good month for me don't know why though. Anyway I'm listening to Marilyn Manson and jumping around yelling it. I'm having fun so shut up. Morgan's coming over today and I'm gonna try to buy some black nail polish. I have to "Save" morgan from her parents lmao. I wish I could do that sometimes. Anyway I'm off bye guys. ~Kris I'm so tired of being here Suppressed by all my childish fears And if you have to leave I wish that you would just leave 'Cause your presence still lingers here And it won't leave me alone These wounds won't seem to heal This pain is just too real There's just too much that time cannot erase When you cried I'd wipe away all of your tears When you'd scream I'd fight away all of your fears And I held your hand through all of these years But you still have All of me You used to captivate me By your resonating life Now I'm bound by the life you've left behind Your face it haunts My once pleasant dreams Your voice it chased away All the sanity in me I've tried so hard to tell myself that you're gone But though you're still with me I've been alone all along -Evanescence:My Immortal-