Oh wow two full days of drumming with my band non stop...we got the bassist to finally come to practice so which means i guess we dont need a new bassist...hopefully he can make it to mimesis...and im working on a website so i mean just come to that site any time...if i can get my freakin camera to freakin work...freakin a dood!!!!! well heres a poem i wrote... Reality is ony a hoax, nothing worth feeling is real Holding on to everything, yet emptyness is what i feel. Try to endure the worst, but nothing seems to make since. Realizing nothing is bliss, and the thought of it makes me muss, The feel of joy, and the late night hours we spent. For me to give up, is like trying to waste time with living. Sounds of your voice, call from a far. Whispers of words, distinct in what they say. Then i come back to reality, and youre standing right beside me. I realize that life is worth living, and joy takes over me... Youre the one, the one I've been waiting in blindness for.