This is so confusing I dont know what to do Ill just end with a song that i am listening to and i hope ill feel better. Ill see all you guys at Mimesis right? Better be there! 'When everthing else seems to fail i thought you were there. I was wrong' Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders On my shoulders All alone I pierce the chain And all in all the sting remains And dieing eyes consume me now The voice inside screams out loud I am focused on what I am after The key to the next open chapter Cause I found a way to steal the sun from the sky Long live that day that I decided to fly from the inside Every day a new deception Pick your scene and take direction And all in all I search to connect But I don't wear a mask and I have no regrets I am focused on what I am after The key to the next open chapter CHORUS I can't escape the pain I can't control the rage Sometimes I think that I'm gonna go insane I'm not against what's right I'm not for what's wrong I'm just making my way and I'm gone Here's the weight of the world on my shoulders CHORUS (2)