Today was a day off school cause it snowed and the roads had ice on em. I stayed in mostly cause i really didnt have anything to do, and i talked to hannah all day cause shes so awesome!!!!!!!! She makes me really happy lol. Anyway ive been talking to her all day and shes been making me smile and shes just really great i love her for everything. So all day ive been listening to Nine Inch Nails and other music but mostly that. They are my favorite band and i just cant live with out them. I cant live without music, and without hannah cause she makes me the happiest person ever!!!! Yeah shes that awesome hahahah im sure you dont wanna hear me go on and on about hannah..So thats all ill say for now! Other than talking to hannah all i did was sit here and eat stuff like umm i had this egg and cheese bisket...Two of those bad boys and they both were so good!!!! After a while i took a shower and i felt so good after it cause i had just been sitting here not doing anything and just sitting... It sucked i hated just sitting here.. Hannah kept me company she is awesome i love her to death lol.. Well better rap this up.. Later i woke up today to find myself in the other place with a trail of my footprints from where i ran away it seems everything i've heard just might be true and you know me (well you think you do) sometimes, i have everything- yet i wish i felt something do you know how far this has gone? just how damaged have i become? when i think i can overcome it runs even deeper in a dream i'm a different me with a perfect you we fit perfectly for once in my life i feel complete- and i still wanna ruin it afraid to look as clear as day this plan has long been underway i hear them call i cannot stay the voice inviting me away do you know how far this has gone? just how damaged have i become? when i think i can overcome it runs even deeper everything that matters is gone (everything that matters is gone) all the hands of hope have withdrawn (everything) could you try to help me hang on? it runs... i'm straight i won't crack on my way and i can't turn back i'm okay i'm on track on my way and i can't turn back i stayed on this track gone to far and i can't come back i stayed on this track lost my way can't come back i stayed on this track gone to far and i can't come back i stayed on this track lost my way can't come back i stayed on this track gone to far and i can't come back i stayed on this track lost my way can't come back