she dreams of an escape

Feeling: placid
Well... everyone is pissing me off. One thing that is pissing me off is the fact that everyone has Jack Off Jill in their profile now. It just pisses me off. I know its not like I own the band or anything but in a sense I feel like I do..and it feels like my baby is being taken away.TEAR. I thought I wouldnt mind it..I mean more people listening to JOJ...rock on.. right?hmm...Doesnt feel so cool. The other thing is the fact that I hate a lot of people. A recent survey I took today(by myself) stated that I hate 95% of my fellow students in each of my classes...lovely little statistic aint it? I dunno I'm just angry and bored with every thing. I wish I could run away. And maybe I'm being repetitive...but thats all that is on my mind..."RUN AWAY!!" I think everyone has times like this where they just want to run away and start over..just start everything over. I miss last summer more than anything. I was all alone and happy...and I felt so high and then school came and had to make me feel so fucking small. WOW, how I love Rasputina. lol (random-ness) I think there is a line that sums up everything I feel right now...by Slipknot: "I feel like I'm erased, so Kill me just in case" yepp thats the one..perfect. Thats all unless I decide to add more to this dreadful entry later. until next time... rock on TsTr oh yeah I forgot one more thing: AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHRAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!! just saw something that really pissed me off
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your not mad at me or something are you
[Anonymous]
I would be jealous but I didnt put that jack off jill picture in my diary to make you made I was seeing if I could get that thing to work and it was up will I was looking for another one.
[Anonymous]
Besides, I changed EVERYTHING so dont worry
[Anonymous]
I never meant for you to be mad or anything, I didnt think you were that crazy about them...but I guess I should have realized that people get mad no matter what I do.
[Anonymous]
I was in Midlind for my spring break. I have a cottage in Harrison and we got up there a lot over the summer.
[Anonymous]