ARgh. The show. Wasnt what I was used to. It wasnt that fun. And although he was there, we were both having such self-esteem deficiencies that it killed the night. Sick. I am so sick of the scene. Everybody looks the same, sounds the same, moves the same way. These fucking trends are destroying us. It's like everywhere I go its another banal, bromidic, clichd, corny, hackneyed, musty, overused, overworked, platitudinal, platitudinous, shopworn, stereotyped, stereotypic, stereotypical, threadbare, timeworn, tired, trite, warmed-over, well-worn, worn-out place. To say the least. I'll just keep counting down and trying to keep my spirits high. what a fight this is. I bleed. oh well ta ta mother truckers. -LoLa-