Its hard to watch a friend you care about so much spiral down so quickly. I'm trying so hard to help and i hope that he'll accept it. I love him so much. He sees that so much and he wants to get out but he feels that hes gone down so far that he cant get out. I dont want anything to happen to him because i probably couldn't deal with that. I have high hopes for him and i will help him even if my life fails for it. nothing not even god himself will stop me if it means he'll be okay. I will sell my soul for him. I just need him to understand that there is a way out. He doesnt deserve what he has been going through and he shouldnt have to deal with it. He ;s such a good person.