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Listening to: none
Feeling: aggravated
So im sure everybody's been in that relationship where your husband, wife boyfriend girlfriend have a habit or something about htem that you cant stand and you try to talk to them about it but they just dont change so you try and overlook it sometimes you can sometimes you cant but for those of us who cant and no matter how many times you try to talk to them it just never seems to get through or perhaps its does but it doesnt last long thats me. I try to overlook my fiancee's thing he has with porn and thus far its not working. i would prefer him to just not to. And ino matter how hard i try to talk to him it just doesnt seem to work. When i threatned to break up with him it worked but only for a little while. And for those of you out there who doesnt think its a big deal over porn im just telling you its not your average man and porn its bigger than that. It gets in the way of my relationship with him and how i feel about him and just my feelings in general. Its hard to be at my happiest with this thing going on and hard to be happy with him. It really hurts me and my feelings and he cant go one day without it. And because he knows how i feel about it it seems he'll get online extra early while im still asleep or wont get out of bed yet to look at it and when i walk in the room he closes everything down in such a hurry it looks extra suspicious. Or when im sround him while hes online he dares not go into them but i know he does. or when he wants to go into a porn site he'll look at me before he does and he looks like hes praying that i wont kill him or looks at me to make sure im not upset..but news-flash i am upset at you. anyway gotta go for now leave some love.
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