well, i got to go to the soccer game...but it didn't seem to turn out that great. my love's parents forgot that they had agreed to let her stay after school so they were expecting her home. her and her mom got their little problem worked out but her dad was very angry and at that point i knew i couldn't help in any way. i guess i just have to wait until tomorrow. she means so much to me i can't believe it. she improves my life in so many ways. she doesn't know half of what she does but i always feel it. she allows me to be the person i want to be, and is a free spirit, like me. we get along very well. i love her so much and can't wait to get out of this gay-ass town and into a world and life that i can fucking control! (gasp)....(exhale)...i feel much better now. later.