I've put sitdiary on such a high pedastool, and it's horrible because I feel so low and worthless right now, and everytime I try to write here... I can't, because I feel it's not worthy of being held at sitdiary. I feel like screaming, but I know nothing would come out, because I can never just scream, I need a person to scream at, and then I only feel worse. rockets crashing. I don't know. I just wish everything would end. I want my ally back. I want to talk to Cathy about my wretched little problems like I used to. I only wanted to help her, and it was made so clear I was only causing problems. That is quite a story for myself, and it fits more than once in every situation. I am not worthy of being a hero. and I am not suited to be a savior. I'm sorry. but I cannot be your cure.