Your kids will be gorgeous, so long as they take after your spouse.
If there is anything in this world that hasn't been touched by the shallowness of a human, let me see it now. If there is nothing in this world left sacred, why do I live to see such a thing? If the whole world has been corrupted by the filth of what humans are, what are we looking for when we say we look for beauty? What is beauty anymore at all?
If beauty is only skin deep, then to Alex you must be skinny, with a long face. You have to have rib bones that show when you have no shirt, and you have to dress like the rest of the cool kids. You have to have shaggy hair, and it has to look messy.
If beauty is more, I'm sure that how you dress or look has not a thing to do with it at all. It would be based on your integrity, your accomplishments, your thought-process, ideas, and compassion.
But what is beauty, and what world is this where we follow the steps of others to claim them as our own? What world is this where we decided beauty is only sexual. A sexual, troubled world is the only world I have ever known. I wish to only see what the world like before this. What it could of been, what potential it had.
I wish I could go back, and make everything beautiful. But to do that, it would be to deny i have a soul, and would keep people like Naddy, from being 1950's beautiful. What specialness would be left for the cute people, the ones who are sincere? People have to be horrible to define those who are not.
What life is, I do not like. The rules that are set out, are logical, yet horrid. What is this where simple logic can tell you why things are how they are, and that is the only reason so many people do not understand?
I don't think I'm smart, I don't think I'm anything really, people just tell me I'm smart, and I just smile, or say no. Perhaps I am, but I doubt it. I like to think I am a brilliant writer, but what writer who is worth reading ever thought they were worth reading, does that let me be a horrid writer, or have I just stumbled into a loop hole?
to me, youu just like to ponder about things a lot.
youu think about the things that humans just go along with.
i do that, too. sometimes.
life. i don't like those rules.
most of the time, i don't even know what they are.
so i do something, and everyone's staring at me.
i think, "was i supposed to do that? am i supposed to say something?"
beauty is nature. to me.
♥verena
that was indeed a complement.
i like it when people actuallyy think.
i was going to sayy that it was a complement.
but i ran out of space.
so yea.
here's a whole new comment.
just to sayy that the other comment was a complement.
haha.
♥verena.
[p.s. you'rewelcome]