how can they not have "disappointed" as a chouice for my current mood? thats so weird. the more i watch, the more everyone on Laguna Beach pisses me off. theyre all so annoying and stupid. and everything is so petty. the only reason the watch The OC is to see if they wear the same clothes, and thats so lame and shallow. i totally watch the oc because of all the intellectual conversations. lyk duhhzzz. stephen from laguna beach is the most gorgeous guy i think ive ever seen. hes so BEAUUTTTIIFFULLL i want that kid so badly. and i like the fact that hes not really buff and cut like an abercrombie model. thats just annoying. wow, stephen. fuck me fuck me. halloween night was quite eventful. after a nice shower, i descended my stairs and proceeded to study for chem on the living room carpet. you know, i tried to mix it up a bit. i studied LYING DOWN. fucking BADASSNESS. then, i went to sleep. phew, what a night. i went with my mom to vote today. we didnt know who half the people we voted for were. but i like the way the curtains close mechanically and give the fals impression that we're locked into some cage when in actuality, we can just push the curtains away and ESCAPE. i think the math test i took today was the hardest test ive ever taken in my entire life. that test was my suicide, and my suicide note, and now i am just a ghost. i had this really long talk with my mom about getting high. somewhere during the conversation, i was just like "THIS IS SO WEIRD." heres how some of it went mom: like i told you before, i only did it once, but i passed out. when you get older, we'll do it together me: thats really scary. please dont say that mama, i dont want to get high with you. ew. mom: well i've never done it! me: do you want me to get you some? mom: are you kidding me? what an awful thing to say!...i dont trust your sources. what if they bring you some garbage weed instead? .... it was so weird. anyway, i always love 104.3 tuesdays, they do 2 for tuesdays, and they always end up playing the best songs. i have the cars stuck in my head right now, and who gives a fuck if its their most popular songs, im so sick of people saying that just because you like the most famous songs of a band, it doesnt mean that youre into them. thats such bullshit, you people are stupid and you need to stop talking. my mom also found out about my spanish quiz thing..not going into details. now both of my parents no longer trust me, and if i get a C on my report card inmath, theyre making me switch into regular, and i have no tv for the rest of the FUCKING SCHOOL YEAR. (on weekdays, but still...it sucks ass). basicaly, im fucked, im fucked, i just wish i could be fucked by stephen, that would be hot. oh man. and i feel really sorry for the seniors that are hitting on all the freshman. how douchebaggish. seriously men, wheres your dignity? in your penis's i guess. i really wanna know whos gonna be fucking with our country for the next 4 years already. KERRY KERRY. i hope. anyway, theyre both retarded and need to be assassinated. the end.